went to the ballet on tuesday to see the nutcracker again for the christmas holidays 🩰✨ brought my family with me and it was such a lovely experience. how are you spending the holidays?
i updated my little wishlist for christmas! it’s mostly uber gift cards because ya girl is about to hibernate for the season. if you wanna spoil me, anything from here would be appreciated 🤎 Check out my Throne Wishlist: https://throne.com/saira
sorry if my last post excited you. it was a joke, and i deleted it so i don’t give anyone false hope 🙅🏻 that being said, so many of you were exceptionally kind and considerate of my feelings in terms of my content moving forward. eternally grateful to know i’ve cultivated a community – twitter, twitch, and fansly! – that cares about who i am as an individual, and not just the content i put out. thank you 🩷
here, have some pre stream booba ✨
kupocon was an absolute blast. i had so much fun meeting members of my community and hanging out with beloved voice actors ben starr (clive in ff16) and peter bramhill (thancred in ff14) 🤎
i definitely am realizing that my trauma in crowds and around strangers is something that i’m going to need to work a lot on, and i don’t think i’ll be attending events for a while. that being said, the grind has begun. i got one thing on my mind and it’s 💰💰💰 so time to hibernate and pump out content again!
the year is slowly coming to an end, which means some of my exclusive and VERY naughty photosets will be permanently deleted in just a few weeks!
visit my profile and tap the category labeled “get these before they’re gone!” 🤎 it’s time to close the NSFW chapter of my life and focus on lifestyle, gameplay, and SFW shoots instead 🤎
rise and shine, fansly ☀️
took a bunch of work selfies the other night and hated them all, but at least my stream was a banger! we passed 1000 subs for the first time in my career and organically held 400 viewers without raids. these last few weeks have been so good, i am so blessed to have such a fulfilling and fun job. the grind doesn’t end though! i’m slowly getting the stamina to multitask better. i struggle with juggling fansly/instagram/twitch/irl, and i'm usually able to only tackle one job goal a day. that’s why i have so many days off for streaming 😂 but we’re gonna end this year with a new mindset and better discipline. i’m so proud 🥹🤎
hope you’re having a good weekend so far! i’ve been cat sitting for my best friend and found some time to check out the ballet. they were performing “onegin”, a beautiful chaotic drama, orchestrated by tchaikovsky 🕊️ today i’m going to run tedious errands and relax as much as i can before the work week begins again. i’ll update you all on my next bar event, which will be a lot more elite than any other i’ve hosted 👀
these last few days have been pretty miserable. i found another streamer that not only has been stealing from my brand but also stole my ffxiv oc’s name lol. it’s okay though, it’s mostly been resolved and i’m going to just try moving forward 😤
saw the marvels last night! ✨ it was a whole lot of fun, even though it had a filler movie vibe to it. i giggled a lot, gasped a ton, and that most credit scene… ahhhhh! i’ve never been excited for marvel before but now i am.
enjoy these bedtime selfies from monday night 🧡
the rain today in the city has been so overdramatic. i need a cuddle buddy asap! waldo as always didn’t enjoy wearing his raincoat but at least he’s very cute 😚
pre stream selfies 🩷
my twitch channel has been popping off! very excited to keep the grind going. if you haven’t checked me out already, you should! i’ll be live again wednesday to friday. if you have amazon prime, link your account to twitch so you get twitch prime! then you can sub to my channel for free, and i still get paid 😌✨
🔗 twitch.tv/saira
went to a restaurant called “byblos” for my friends birthday the other night. entire dinner totalled $160 per person, which is wild, but god it was worth it 🤤 can’t put a price on good mediterranean cuisine. i’ve been meaning to check out that spot anyways so it worked out!
i painted my nails a bright blue - which i never do - to get out of my comfort zone a little bit. what do you think? it’s reminiscent of tiffany green/blue 🩵
good MOOOOORNING everyone! ☀️ today is going to be a busy day for me because i intend to clean my home from top to bottom and then pamper myself before tonight’s stream. we’re gonna be playing the fall guys x ffxiv collab, and i am so excited to cause chaos with everyone. i doubt i’ll win the crown in any of the matches but a gal can dream 😚✨
i’m so burnt out from social interaction from the halloween party, and i have to somehow muster the energy to go out again on saturday. i believe in myself though! gonna try to minimize phone usage unless it’s for work 🫶🏽
itty bitty spicy moogle set is available! 💛 i look SO gorgeous in this set. check it out and leave some love 💛 https://fansly.com/post/575896072942002176
plus some bonus HD booty for you to ogle at if you need more 🫣
will you share your kupo nuts with me? 💛
this little bed photoset of my moogle cosplay is so precious. lots of thighs, toe beans, pouting, and a booty pic just for you 😌✨
glory to good king moogle mog 💛✨
happy halloween! my moogle cosplay for tonight’s halloween event at offworld is so hecking cute! it was so fun to wear it on stream last night, and i’m even more excited to run around downtown in it 😂
i have a bed photoshoot with this cosplay too, so if you’d like moogles to be ruined then hold onto your wallets 💰💛✨
my moogle outfit is officially complete for the offworld halloween party on the 31st! i’m sooo excited to be hosting the event with some other talented cosplayers from toronto. will you be showing up?
i will definitely be having a sexy moogle photoshoot tomorrow, though i’m not sure yet if i’ll be creating a PPV set for it. guess we shall see how i feel! 💛
started working on my halloween costume! kupo 💛
i’m going to be buying new tights, a new bodysuit, and some extra tools to help create this eorzean moogle outfit. all tips on this post will go towards its completion 💰💛
life has been incredibly generous to me over the last week. i have been spending my time with people that cherish me, going to nice restaurants and bars, and enjoying concerts with my closest friends. i definitely needed this reset after the chaos i went through, so thank you for being patient with me and allowing me to experience life again 🤎
went to see the aces which is a super cute queer indie band. “my phone is trying to kill me” has been on repeat since the show, check it out 🫶🏽 https://spotify.link/4sUrW1TDbEb
i visited old school and the rooftop bar at the broadview hotel! those locations never disappoint – the cocktails and food are so good, and not ridiculously overpriced either. it’s always a great experience. however, i went to cafe panemar for the first time and holy shit there was a tree in their back patio! it rained earlier that day, so i kept getting little droplets on my head 😂 bonked my forehead trying to get out too. it was half cafe half bar, which is absolutely up my alley. the service wasn’t that good but damn were the cocktails amazing. would definitely go back here for a quick drink! pocha 1989 was another one we visited, and it was very cute inside! definitely overpriced ($27 for a bottle of soju…) but the food was delicious. probably wouldn’t return unless i was really craving karaage again hahaha
do i even need to discuss the pitbull concert? enrique iglesias was awful, but ricky martin and pitbull transcended. i’ve been on a high since the show. i wanted to hear ricky sing “maría” so badly and thankfully it was the second song he opened with. SLAAAAY
rave shego won’t hurt you
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created a random outfit with some lingerie i had lying around and it reminded me a lot of shego from kim possible 💚
this set is very simple: photos of me propped up on my bed showing the front and back of this look!
feeling infinitely better, but of course mother nature has more in store for me 🩸
shot portraits yesterday to help remind myself that i am that bitch 👸🏻 confidence +2000 xp
do you like this colour on me? 👀 check out this lingerie shoot if the answer is a yes https://fansly.com/post/377852673002582016
ran very quick errands today because while everyone from OWL has covid, i just have really bad tonsil stones and a super swollen neck. talking is extremely painful and i can barely lie down, but i’m already starting to feel better as i type this 👍 sending an apologetic butt pic your way for being afk 🤎
new set coming up, you ready? 👀 i’m the meantime here are my photos from owl aka… none at all 😂 super weird weekend for me, i’m gonna pretend it just never happened and get back to work