Hope everyone is having a great night. I once again am having a hard time getting my kids to actually go to sleep and not need snacks and water and snacks and water again every 2 seconds 😂 better luck tomorrow. I am crossings my fingers that they will both be at their dads this weekend so I can have some free time to make new video content and just ducking breathe for a second.
Also I know you don’t wear this with clothes under it but I am not feeling very sexy tonight lol but I tried. Check out that cake, made during quarantine from eating a lot of actual cake 😂😝
Goodnight! I freaking adore you and thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. 🥰♥️
Just an FYI to newbies here..I won’t think it’s creepy or anything if you mass like my content. I would think it’s creepy if you don’t. I’m sure a lot of you already know this because I say it a lot, but I’m kind of an attention wh0re and it turns me on a whole lot 😝 So don’t be shy 😝
I’ts raining here this evening which kind of shuts my narcoleptic brain down and knocks me out so I’m uploading the longer not 12 second version of this video. I feel clumsy in this and the chair has wheels and kept scooting away from me but it’s some bouncy ass for your evening so why not lol.
As always I adore the fuck out of each and every one of you for being a part of this journey with me and just for being awesome ☺️😘🥰
Hope your evening is treating you well!
I hope everyone is having a great night ☺️ I adore you all and seriously love the support and kindness and sweet ass shit y’all say to me and your messages. It brightens my darkest days, for real. Thank you for making me feel sexy on my worst days 😂 I get these awful bouts of deep depression and it gets hard to crawl out of them sometimes so thank you for being here. You are amazing 😘
I couldn’t decide what to wear last night so I put on a bunch of random stuff. This is the little wand. It was a lot stronger than I expected it to be and I didn’t even have it up all the way. I’m going to just take photos for a few days until I can regroup in my brain about videos. I do have a free month for referrals too if you know anyone who would like my account ☺️
It takes like 5 mins for me to upload a 2.5 min video, which is odd since my internet is crazy fast.
Hope everyone is having a great day! Sorry if I seemed crabby this morning. I just don’t want to hear about the quality of my videos, I turn the brightness up so you can actually see my pussy so if it looks weird maybe that’s why.
Unless I ask for a critique please don’t give me one because all it does it get into my head. I don’t ask for tips on my videos, one because they are short right now and two because I know they are crap. I generally have to hide out in my bedroom bathroom just in case or I have to wait for the weekend which isn’t even a guarantee I’ll have it to myself. I’m not asking for compliments instead either. I just can’t seem to make people grasp and understand the level of dysmorphia that I have with the way I look so if you think you’re helping me out by telling me about the quality if my video or anything in it, you aren’t, it just pushes me back a few weeks. I show way more than I did in the beginning so let that be a good thing that I’m posting even 1 minute videos of me ☺️♥️
I’m already hard enough on myself.
My son who I had already gotten to bed well before this started yelling for me so I had to stop. BUT the power on some of the toys I got is insane and I imagine will make me cum in under a minute 😁
I’ll get better at videos, etc etc. I promise. If you look back to when I started doing this, it’s an insane jump from taking pictures of my ass to this. Sometimes I get self conscious because I watch a lot of the other girls but I will get better at all of this.
I appreciate everyone’s patience. I never thought I’d have the guts to do videos at all, and I refused to even take pictures of my pussy at one point but here we are 😂
And yes, as a friend reminded me recently “it’s hard to fap to 1 minute videos,” but hey it’s all I’ve got in me right now. And I never would never expect to be tipped for them either. I’ve just got to go at my own pace due to past trauma or I’ll mess my head up 😘
My kids don’t want to sleep. I thought they were asleep and then they weren’t 😭 I have one video ish for you from tonight and then the rest will have to come in spurts throughout the week.
It is so hard to orgasm with kids home.
Alsooo can I say that I’ve been getting stuff from my wishlist and it doesn’t always have a slip on it so if I don’t say thank you it’s because I don’t know who to thank, and not because I’m a bitch. 😁
I got a lot of stuff this weekend and love all of it.
I posted in a few this weekend and will post pictures in everything else.
I got this leather looking top. And fishnets.
And this leather looking set.
And then the cat outfit I’ve been wanting forever ☺️
And the nurse outfit.
And this blue skirt thing.
And the I love Daddy onesie.
And then today I got this cute blue and white set.
And then a white crop top.
But the slips haven’t been in the shipment so I don’t know who to thank 😭
I am so sorry if you didn’t get a thank you from me. I feel like shit now. I messaged a few people that said they ordered stuff to ask...
My toys come today 😱 I’m excited af! Cause I’m bored with the 2 I have 😂 I’m getting ready to go grocery shopping. Also if you saw my rants on tiktok this morning, it was about 1 idiot that talks shit about girls that do sex work, even tho he subs to us girls and made his own fans account so he’s been p1ssing me off. BUT I would never ever give anyone’s name that subscribes to me, that’s always up to you to be open about or not. Just a reminder that I don’t do that and never would ☺️
Hey! So it’s been a long rough week. I’m sure for a lot of us. I’ll have new photos and stuff posted tmw night. My body had been yelling at me for awhile to take it easy and I ignored it so this week it kind of shut down on me as far as energy. I’ve been sleeping a lot and it hasn’t been helping at all and I’m sorry I’ve been in and out.
I filmed this the other night so figured I would post it tonight since I don’t have any pictures 😭
I did order new toys I am super excited to use when they get here and got some other new fun stuff coming from my wishlist since y’all are so damn amazing to me.
I adore you and thank you for being here and a part of this fun ass Journey for me and for your amazing messages every day. Thank you so much 😘🥰♥️
I’m running to pick up my car right now but will be back later. Just wanted to let everyone know that I do have a wishlist on here so if there’s something in it you would like to see me in...😁
I like to try and do something special for those that send me stuff but I’m behind on everything so it might be forever as appealing as I just made that sound 😂
I do always take pictures in gifts though. 😂
Give me examples of costumes please. I know they can be pricey though but I’ll see what I can do. I can always find toys in my price range but costumes have been more tricky. But please give me all the examples of what turns you on and I’ll see what I can do. 😘
Good morning. I woke up way too early for no reason other than it smells weird outside and it made me feel too ill to fall back to sleep 😂 smells like a sewer outside in Wisconsin right now.
I’m exhausted. It was a crazy day but tomorrow I am ordering new toys! My vibrators are all way too loud to use with kids sleeping in the next room and I just want to add to my dinky little collection. Time to up things up a notch or two. Any suggestions? I’m down for pretty much whatever as long as it’s quieter than what I have. So please suggest something you would want to see me use and I’ll check it out 😘
Sorry these pictures are pretty basic PG but it was a busy day and I have to wake up early tomorrow.
I hope everyone had a great night 🥰♥️
Oh and thank you for being here and your support and to all the new subs, welcome, hope you are enjoying yourselves cause I like helping y’all relieve that quarantine stress 😂
Some of your subscription prices are more than mine. Anyway, if you made a page I can’t respond to your messages unless I subscribe and I can’t do so right now. I’m sorry.
Here’s the Onlyfans chat link for discord that I set to not expire this time. I didn’t know they expire 😂 there’s other chats too but I’m lost.
https://discord.gg/WAEx2Rj
I need to cut my bangs and I feel like I make the creepiest faces 😂 but I’m going to post this clip even tho I look crazy in it because I feel bad not having a lot to post atm. 😘
Good morning!
So here’s what I was doing before I the message last night. And just to be fair it wasn’t a message from here, y’all have been nothing but amazing. It just seems that anyone I put myself out there with and start a close friendship with starts getting really pushy and mean when I am not able to respond right away. It was like rude and vulgar messages making it look like I’m an asshole for having a life outside of the text message string.
But all of you are amazing. And let me clarify, not all of my close friends do this to me, most are normal 😂
My fucking vibrators are stupid loud btw. Sometimes I just want to cum and not have to do all this fancy work cause we all get a little lazy sometimes but all of em are like mega loud and then I have to resort to using something not meant for it in the shower.
Anyway, you are all super sweet and I appreciate the nice comments. It’s good to know not everyone is disrespectful because I’m busy.
I don’t think a lot of girls post every day but I at least try to do that for you. 😘
Hey so I was totally prepared to go all out but then had some really downright mean ass messages sent to me and it completely fucked with my head and my mood. I did manage to take a few pictures because no matter what I like to post daily.
I just started getting into butt plugs and was excited to try this little jewel one out. I think it’s cute 😂
Oh and thank you so much for the outfit from my wishlist, it’s fucking adorable and sexy and I J love it so thank you ☺️
And I’m sorry, I can’t have my mood all fucked with, in a woman, I just Don’t want to fake anything on here, it’s supposed to be a fun exciting sexual journey so just ramming a dildo in and bit enjoying just seems lame and you’d be able to tell.
One more thing, I’m human, I’m a single mom, I get really busy, so let’s respect each other’s time.
I’ve had multiple people this week berate, y’all and guilt trip me because I wasn’t available to respond to their messages or texts and it makes me feel like shit.
Just because you see a 15 second video in tiktok doesn’t mean I am not extremely busy.
This isn’t directed towards anyone, just saying in general, I have a lot going on and I try my best to be available ♥️♥️