i miss this time in my life, ya know? i miss feeling this se..
Added 2020-07-16 18:58:51 +0000 UTCi miss this time in my life, ya know? i miss feeling this sexy. i can remember how i felt during this set. I felt so connected with my sexuality, almost like i was on fire. I havent felt like that in awhile. And I'd like to blame COVID, but really i blame it on my inability to adapt. i miss having access to the gym, sure. But i need to figure out how to bring the same intensity I had during this time in my life to the present. Gyms will be closed for a while now. I need to adapt. i miss having access to the funds for blonde hair, sure, but I need to find other ways to work my natural hairs in the meantime. I need to value my health more than I value a good set of blonde highlights :D right now, all of my money goes towards my health so instead of idealizing this blonde look that I can't have right now, I'll channel that energy towards appreciating where I'm at in the healing process. And remember to thank the ones who have supported me throughout all my forms <3
