Five things I’m grateful for: 1. My thyroid dose!! I’m feel..

Five things I’m grateful for: 1. My thyroid dose!! I’m feeling like a new woman! I was able to hit all my goals this week without needing to take 3 naps during the day. I was able to finish my video this week, even though it was frustrating. 2. I’m really grateful to everyone who bought my new video. And the ones who tipped extra on top of the fantasy video. If you’ve never put your heart into something creative THEN TRIED TO SELL IT, you’ll never know the type of fear and hurt that comes with that when it doesn’t go well. The uncertainty eats me alive sometimes, and I want to be better at that. I want to be more resilient. I want to be able to open onlyfans when I’m done with a creative project, not hide away from it. But that mindset takes time, so as I work on that, I still want to take the time to be grateful to the ones who support me no matter what. 3. I’m grateful for my friends. Today marks the first day of my own personal lockdown. My parents are really scared about the virus still and they said that I can’t see them unless I lock myself down for 14 days. So I made sure to see my friends yesterday morning at the market and it was just such a blast. I’m truly grateful for my small circle of good friends. 4. I’m grateful for my job. It’s so fulfilling to reach and connect with so many different people. I’ve even been lucky enough to help some of you in the struggles that you’re going through. It helps me to be there for you. It cures my sadness to help others. It's also super rewarding to work countless hours on something only to have it blow up. It’s all worth it. I love this work, so much. 5. Hope. I’m grateful for hope. It’s so easy to say that hope is lost amidst these times. But during hard times is exactly when hope perseveres. It’s exactly when we need the most hope in order to push for change. I heard about The Earn It Act and immediately rejected it. I immediately said “there’s nothing that I can do, I don’t have a voice.’ After sleeping on that headspace, I woke up the next day and realized how dumb that was. I immediately got to work and realized that I can, in fact, use my voice in *hopes* to stop this from happening. To feel powerless is to actually be powerless. To lose the control you have of your body, MIND, and life. If you sit back and take whatever happens to you, you're giving up your mind. I don’t want to sit back. I like my mind. I want to keep her safe. So I won't use the "I feel powerless" card to not fight right now.