Shane has left for work already this morning. Before he did,..

Shane has left for work already this morning. Before he did, he let me pump a load of his cum down my throat. I don't know why I love sucking the sperm out his balls in the morning but I do. I go to bed looking forward to it. Isn't that weird? I like weird, though, and honestly, it seems like a healthy obsession for both of us. I really like the way Shane lets me suck on the head of his dick after he cums for several minutes. I love the way I can feel the left over cum work it's way out his dick when I'm sucking it. Some guys get jumpy after they cum. I guess it's too sensitive or something like that. I wouldn't know. I don't have a dick. I wish I did so I could feel what it's like to have your dick sucked like that. What I really wish I could experience is what it feels like to have a load of cum leave your balls and out the head of your dick. Now I'm just making myself horny. I'll quit.

We talked a lot about running into Scott last night at Lowe's. We talked about it again this morning after he pumped his load into my belly. Most people who accidentally run into their spouse with their lover are probably devastated by being caught. I found it to be one of the greatest thrills of my life. My clit hardened instantly and I was so wet I'm surprised I didn't leave a massive damp spot in my shorts. I love the way he caught us holding hands. It was completely unstaged affection, and the look on his face said he understood that. It's funny how I find that to be the most exciting thing in longer than I can remember...Scott sees Shane holding his wife's hand in public. I can't get that out of my head. I can't explain why it feels so good, so hot, that my husband saw me hand in hand with the man I have fallen for. I want it again—Scott seeing Shane's hand on me, maybe my lips on his—but it'd feel fake if we planned it. And here's the weird part: this makes me love Scott even more. His submission to my desire for Shane, his unfiltered responses, but still accepting my need, has made my life so complete in a way that most of you won't understand. I don't expect you to. Anyway, I have gone and done it, I'm wet as fuck. I wanted to hold off on sex today, but I'm not sure I'm going to make it. My point was that when I began writing, I intended to say 'good morning'...But I ended up telling you all this silliness instead!